Alright. I'm back to blogging. I feel extremely bored at home. Bord of gaming. I though I really loved gaming. But that was not the truth. The fact is that, I ain't addicted to gaming anymore. Why? I was wishing someone could tell me. Well, lets take today for instance. Training was canceled today, thats why I had trainings yesterday. Nationals are coming. If it was the old me, I would rush home all the way and start gaming. But I realised, I did not do that. When I reach home, I knew it was my turn to use the computer, however, I did not ask my bro for it. Surprised? Ya, I was shocked. I mean usually, I would ask for the computer, then my bro won't allow. I would be dam pissed at it and start quarreling with my bro. But then, I did not do anything like that. I was like, no computer? Go sleep lor. I was like cannot play then cannot play lor. Lol. Sometimes, I really feel that I'm just not me anymore. I changed? I really don't know. What is wrong with me? Well, not being addicted to gaming might be a good thing afterall. One thing shall never change in me. Lazyness. Lol.

Hmm. After school re-opened, I felt so screwed. In practically everything I do. Sleeping through class. Not doing homework. Usual me. Lazyness. Won't change it. Haha. Well, for the EL project, I seriously did my best to do it. But I don't know why, it turned out to be screwed. As usual, I like to plan things out before I do anything. But this time, I did everything. From writing the script to video taking to video editing. Practically did all the "Sai Gang". But surprisingly, I didn't mind at all. I didn't game for like 3 days. I felt nothing. Nothing. I seriously put in alot of effort. The day when I was going to finish it up. Something bad must happen. The videos are with Jia Yi. He didn't manage to send all the videos to me. I did everything le. Just waiting for him to send me. Screwed. Nvm, I edited it. Without the videos. I made it till like 12+ and still didn't sleep. Finally, everything was done. I was going to send the videos to someone's hotmail, so the next day can open the file through email. Well, what do you expect? 12+ goin 1 le. Who still awake? Lol. Well, it turned out that I could not email the video. File too big I guess. Screwed.

School re-opened, Inter-class games coming. I signed up for some shit game called "Handball". I had no idea what that was. Well, I have seriously thought over it. Since its the last year, and Miss Thor is leaving. I shall do something for the class. This time, I will win. I want to win. But the thing is, this time round, I can't do much. Due to the fact that ZHSS is fucking biase, they set a damned rule stating that "Only girls can score". What the fuck is this? Lol. Haiz, shall not bother about that bah. She is joining too. And you know who is "she". Well, I don't really mind but well, hope everything works out and I certainly hope I can work well with her. Eugenia is going to be Reserve. Don't know why. Johnny and Long Bing is taking part. And they are taking part because they don't want me to be lonely. Thanks guys, for your loyalty. Best of friends forever.

Haiz, alot things to talk about. But I just don't say much. I just hate Life. Anyways, I realised, getting into relationship wasn't a good thing afterall. We are too young. For those in love, heed my advice. Keep your crush to yourself. Things might not work out well.