Tuesday, October 14, 2008 @ 8:48 PM
OMG. My feelings are suuper mixed up right now.
Karin told me some things today. A surge of guilt pierced through me when she told me some things. Was a little piss too. But that as still okay. Looking at people's blogs just now and got somehow pissed and jealous. Lol. Just wondering what kind of person are you. Why in the world would I love you so deeply. At least I put it in a nicer way. Some things I really don't understand. Some things are better to be left unsaid. So yea, I'm extremely piss, sad, guilty and confused.

Okay results. Kinda suck. Highest is like a B3 rofl wtf. My results range from B3 - C5. Around there larh. So quite average larh considering that I didn't study. With this results, it should be quite easy to get in my desired combination. But there's one freaking problem. I realized something. Many people did mug. And those muggers really did study hard. Regret? No no. Its just me to not study. Haha. So if I did study, that will be a miracle. But somehow also quite scared that I go in not-so-good classes. English and Maths was kinda disappointing. Got a E8 for Science and well, kinda expected it. But wau kao. 1/2 mark more I get D7. ZzZ. Didn't expect my English comprehension to do so badly. For the first time my compre didn't do so well and this time its really extreme. I actually failed my compre. It came as a shock seriously. Friends who know me would know that compre was something that I was good at.

Okay Maths. Section A and B. Section B is supposed to be harder and most ppl did quite well for Section A. For me is reverse sia. Section B is more of thinking questions and they are harder. But I got like 35/50? Thats like A2 already? However, I screwed up Section A. Failed it. What the shit. My friends were like laughing at me cause basic qns fail but thinking qns do quite well. LOL. Lame shit. The others were quite okay. All B3 B4. Alan is sick. All subject A except English. Wtf. Maris stella power sia. Alan is sick!

Maybe, after we broke up. It made me realized. You ain't perfect.
Bye bye.