Yawn. Just woke up. Yesterday was quite an EMO day. No larh. Didnt cry or what shit. But well, its just kinda sad. Well, the story goes like this.

My parents had some financial problems and yarh, they were thinking of selling the house. We ain't really that poor and as long as my mum goes to work and my dad works harder, things should be alright. But you see, before I moved to this house, we had another house. It was a 3-room flat and it was my parent's first house. My mum sold it to my aunt and we moved to the current house. I'm not too sure why my aunt bought it but I'm guessing its because my aunt lives in a 3-room flat with my grandparents and 2 other aunts. And well, my grandpa and grandma isn't really on good terms and well, they don't sleep tgther. My 3 aunts sleep tgther and my grandpa has a room to himself. Then my grandma sleeps in the living room.

I'm guessing that my aunt bought that house so that the 3 other aunts can live inside and my grandma doesn't need to sleep in the living room anymore. My grandparent's and my old house's is in the same block ( 199 ) and I live in block 200. Just opposite ya. So ya, my aunt bought it and the 3 aunts stay inside. But I don't know why, after some time, my aunt felt that it was inconvenient for some reasons which I don't know why and ya, they moved back to my grandma's house. So that old house was left empty for TEN YEARS. Yup. You heard me. 10 years. Empty. Didn't sell and didn't rent. Wasted right? That's what my mum felt. Thus she wants to buy that house over so she and my dad doesn't need to work so hard. They discussed reeeally long and they finally decided to sell it to us. Then the agent brought people over to look at our house and 1 guy decided to buy it. Papers were signed and yup, my house was sold.

Also, that empty house wasn't really THAT empty. My grandma used it as a store and they threw everything inside. It was suuuper dusty, dirty and messy. But since they're selling, they're supposed to clear their stuffs right? The thing is, they were too lazy to clear it and we ended up having no time for renovation of that house. My family and my grandma was on good terms as we went over there for dinner every night but because of these, relationship turned sour. And something worse happened. You see, the economy is really really bad. And one of my aunt lost her job and that leaves only 1 aunt working. So, she wanted to back out on selling the house because she could rent it out and it was a stable income. But you see, papers were signed and my house was sold already. Things got really messy and there're quarrels all that. They finally decided not to sell and well, my parents were really pissed. I mean how could you do this? We could have not sold our house and my parents could just worked harder. Just because you guys promised to sell and thus we signed the papers. Now you're telling me NO. Anyone would be pissed.

They decided to "lend" us that empty house and we shall live there till we find another house. So ya, gonna move next week and my mum started moving some stuffs there yesterday since it was so near. My grandma came over to take a look and well, she doesn't know that my aunt doesn't want to sell anymore. I was helping my mum moving the stuffs and ya, I felt really bad to lie to my grandma. Also, my grandma dotes on me and my brother ALOT. She's really very nice to us and my parents. Probably because we lives so near, she takes good care of us and relationship were really close. So ya, we probably won't be finding any flats nearby my grandma and well, probably won't be visiting her that much. Really felt like crying. Well, more than 10 years living so near each other and now we have to part. Really very sad ya. Even the best author in this world would never be able to describe my grief in words.

Yup thats the end of the story and why I'm really sad. Hahas. Haiz.
Bye bye!


Finally made up my mind. Maybe, you ain't worth waiting afterall. And I shall not wait for something impossible to happen.