Lol. Today was supposed to be a fun day. I was supposed to buy a black shirt and a white tie. Well, it was quite fun to say the truth. But well, I ain't really feeling happy now. Thinking of many things as I'm typing this post, or you can say, I feel like crying. But well, the tears are kinda stucked there and I don't know why. Lol. Met Zeyin and Joel at around 10.20 and took bus 153 to Queensway. Alan, Vince and Min Yuan boarded the bus a few stops after us. Chatted about many things. Don't really have the mood to remember what. But it was quite fun and most of us were laughing through out. Except Min Yuan. In his dreamy world again. Always like that in the morning. Lol. Arrived at Queensway and looked for shoes. Alan wants a Converse sneaker and Vince wants a some sports shoes that looks cool. Went into some sports shop and couldn't find Vince's shoes and continued walking. Then Vince and Min Yuan decided to eat laksa while the rest of us continued shopping. Found a Converse shop and Alan found his sneakers there. 50 bucks if I'm not wrong. And he bought 2 pairs of ankle socks. The sneakers were not bad. Quite nice. Black and white. Joel and I both agreed that it was worth the money.

" Lol. 50 bucks for a pair of shoes. Mine is just some brandless 20 bucks sneakers ". That was what I was thinking but well, I feel happy for Alan because it was his first pair of sneakers. Continued looking for Vince's shoes but couldn't find a dam shit. Decided to move on and go to Suntec. Took 196 and talk some craps while waiting for the bus and continued the crapping shit on the bus. Arrived and went to the Hangten shop cause Joel wanna buy some 100 bucks shirt but he has the membership card and it will be a 50% discount on the birthday month. He saw the shirt one month ago but 100 bucks was too expensive. He knew that his aunt had the membership card and December would be his aunt's birthday month. But well, the sad thing is, the shirt isn't there anymore. Sad. Went off to a shop near the HangTen and Joel told us he had another shirt in mind there. The shirt is still there and dam, it's freaking nice. Seriously I want it. Joel went to try the shirt and looks good man. He decided to buy and well, it cost 50 bucks. Lol.

" Ouch. A 50 bucks shirt. My shirts only cost 20-30 bucks. Lol ". Yup, that was what I was thinking back then. Followed Joel to the cashier and saw another shirt. Its black and has some silver pattern on the left chest. Man. It looks good too but its 50 bucks. I really liked it and decided to call my mum to ask if they could buy for me. Well, got rejected. Fuck it. My bro has a 50 bucks shirt and I am not allowed to have one. Beautiful. My bro told my mum that he wants to go shop for new clothes and he's given 100 bucks. Although he only bought a 50 bucks shirt. How cool is that? No no, I should re-phrase it. How biase is that? He bought it at Sec 3 and I'm gonna be Sec 3 next year dude. Fuck you bitches. But I really loved that shirt. Fuck it larh. Got really pissed and the guys tried to cheer me up but fuck it. This biaseness has been there all the time and I've been bearing with it for so long. They give so much freedom to my brother and yet I'm not allowed to do things that I want to. Dai Jia Yi has been telling me to treasure my family but fuck it. Treasure what? Some useless and biase parents and a fucking brother who thinks the whole world owes him something.

Continued shopping and went into some sports shop again. Vince bought a pair of shorts for 30 bucks and I don't know why he wants that. Lol. Slacked at Suntec for quite some time. Just randomly walking here and there and chit chatting. Then took MRT to Bishan and ate lunch at the Mac there. Min Yuan ate lunch and decided to go home. Sad. Alan went off to his coach's house to take his arrows cause he in archery club mah. Then we slacked at the Mac while waiting for him and after Alan came back and ate his lunch, we went off to AMK Hub. I was supposed to meet my parents there but I got so pissed and decided not to. They say they wanted to buy me a shirt there but I have my backbone and my pride. I won't bow down to you fuckers just for a dam shirt. What's more, how much could that shirt cost? 20 or 30 bucks again? Go to hell fuckers. Shopped around AMK and Vince continued his hunt for his shoes. He went in to some store again while Joel, Cliff and I went to 77th Street to buy Joel's necklace. Guess what? Joel bought the exact same necklace as me and Cliff, but diff colour. Brothers Unite!

Walked around AMK for awhile and found a shop that is selling the shirt I wanted at Suntec. Cost 50 bucks too. Lol. I only had 30 bucks with me so Joel and Cliff wanted to give me 10 bucks each. I know that they are good brothers to me. But well, my parents may kpkb about the shirt for no reason again and decided not to pay me the 30 bucks. Then how am I going to return Joel and Cliff? What's more, I don't really like borrowing so much money from others. Lol. Went back to the store and Vince finally got his shoes. Went back to 77th Street again and Zeyin bought a black tie there. 18 bucks. Lol. My mum gave me 10 bucks when I told her I wanna buy a tie. How cool is that? Decided to go LAN for an hour to have some fun. It's somewhere near AMK Hub but we took quite awhile to reach there cause Vince don't really remember how to go. Reached the LAN and when we opened the door, we were like, " OMG. WTF. Wow! ". Guess what? The LAN used to be a Cinema and now the LAN looks exactly like a dam cinema! But the sits were changed into tables and computers. Even the big big screen of the cinema is still there! It's freaking cool. AND cold. Lol. Couldn't really play properly cause now used to the equipments and my fingers were freaking numb.

After one match of 3v3 DotA, we all decided to go home. Vince saw his bus coming and ran after it. Cliff had to wait for his parents to fetch while the 4 of us who all lived in Toa Payoh would be taking the same bus. Chatted while waiting for the bus. Didn't really make jokes or what cause all of us were tired bah. It ain't easy for guys to shop from morning till evening. Lol. Not used to it I guess. But shopping with guys, especially my brothers, is much better than shopping with girls. Lol. Joel and I alighted at the same bus stop, the bus stop where we met in the morning today. So I was like telling him, " Eh Joel, we met here today, we seperate here today ". And the both of us started laughing. Walked home alone and started thinking of the things today. Haiz. Don't really wanna talk about it. Well, if this is really my life, now matter how sick and tired I am of this, I can't run away. Let's just hope time will pass quickly and I will be starting a new life.