Hmm yea. Very long never post liao. Busy? Not really. Don't know what to post. Today was quite an emo day. Reason? Not gonna say. Hahas. But felt like crying. Idk why. Omg I sound like a girl. Lol.

Anyways ya, Common Test 2 has just started and most ppl not from ZHSS said that ZHSS was crazy. I mean fuck it, even the teachers was shocked. Students from other school just started their Common Test 1 and we having Common Test 2. Funny arh? For God's sake, ZhongHua, pushing the students like that ain't gonna work. You guys are giving us too much stress man. Stupid principal. Ever since she join ZHSS, we never had a good day. Always making our lifes tougher and puts up a front saying that its for our own good. Fuck you. You guys treat us like some dogs and wants us to get good grades. Fuck off larh. Use ur bloody brain to think can? Everyday got SSP, fucking sian one leh.

Anyways, rumours said that this year no Sports Day. Like wtf. Sports Day. ONCE in a year. Like that also want to cut? Fuck larh. If really like that, I seriously wanna hear their reason. " Many students injure themselves during sports day so we decided not to hold it ". Oh yea. Fuck off. Damn I'm starting to hate ZHSS more and more, day by day. Ahh forget it. Don't wanna talk about it anymore. Sorry for all the "fucks". I already tried my best to restrain myself only to the word "fuck".

Lessons getting boring. Life getting meaningless. Everyone is too busy to DotA. Got so bored that I decided to play Runescape and I found out that Runescape was quite interesting afterall. Wow. Rarely play DotA now and all of a sudden, there isn't a meaning to my life anymore. No, I don't wanna suicide. I'm afraid of blood and pain. Well, studies is definately not the Rong-Jian-Style. DotA is definately still my all-time favourite but like what I said, everyone is too busy to DotA. No point in playing alone. My class de? Nah.

Speaking of my class, one of the reasons I'm quite emo today is because all of a sudden during EL class, I feel lonely. Yes. Lonely. I don't know why. All of a sudden, I feel that. The people in my class ain't really close to me. Its like in a class of strangers. Idk why I feel this way. Never feel before. Maybe I know why. But its a secret. Hahas. Hmm yea. Quite late liaoz. Need sleep le.

Bye bye.