Before I say anything, I just wanna say, I'm not emo kayz?
Just had many things to say and decided to blog bout them.

So yea. Got quite pissed recently cause of Johnny's non-stop teasing bout her. Well the fact is I didn't do anything to him. Yuan xuan decided to guai lan him alot in school and the only one he can seek revenge on is me I guess. To him, everyone either has a girlfriend already or new target, and I'm the only one still trying to get over the past. Well, the truth is. I'm over her already. But he don't believe.

Its really cool how someone can walk up to you and say, " Eh you really don't like her already meh? "

And my answer would be, " Yea ".

And its really amazing how that guy would reply, " Really meh? I don't believe. "

So what's the point of asking? Everytime someone mentions her name, to me, its translated as, " Haha. You got dumped by a girl. Haha. "

This is why I got pissed by the constant teasing. I mean. None of the guys from 2e6 would ever know how I feel cause you guys haven't experienced it yet. They don't know how I feel and they think its fun to tease. What can I do? Nothing much, to say the truth. All I can do now is to rant bout everything in this blog. But yea, as a friend. I hope that they will never get to experience how I feel. I mean. I would rather get rejected than to be in a relationship.

You'll probably smile from ear to ear for a month, but drown yourself in tears for a year.

Well, looking at Yuan xuan walking his girlfriend home everyday fills me with envy. But not jealousy. After all that happened, I probably won't get into a relationship for now. Definitely not in secondary school bah. Just wanna get out of Secondary school as soon as possible. Too much things have happened. Maybe, teens can't really handle relationship well. I mean, its cool how you can be with a girl and suddenly you realized she don't really love you.

Okay now this post looks quite emo. But don't worry. I'm really over her already. And I don't really care if you all choose not to believe it. And yes. A piece of advice to some. If you haven't experienced what its like to break up with someone you love, don't go around teasing ppl cause it ain't funny. You probably won't want that to happen to you either, right?