1st of June : A day to commerate 1 year since I cried. And of course, 1 year since we were no longer together.

1st day of Sec 3 Camp. Had to make IC in the morning. Was told that it was class by class but it turned out to be first come first serve. Ah well. ZhongHua has always been like that. Who cares anyway. The guys waited for me while I maded my IC since I was the last. Then we went to take the Circle Line together. First time that I took it. Quite cool. But nth special. I mean, its a MRT station. What do you expect? Joked around as usual. Told some of the guys what day today is to me. But yea, I wasn't quite sad or what. Surprised. Hah.

The camp. Knew most of the ppl from my group. Although not very close. But yea. Better than strangers right? So yea. First up. Had self-introduction and some lame games. Joked around. Don't feel like going into details. So yea. Last activity, some movie screening. Supposed to be an inspirational movie. But it seems more like a comedy. But yea, teamwork. Most important thing in DotA. Hmm yea. Went home after that. Everything was fine. Throughout the camp all that. Had fun. Not alot. But yea, it was fun. Worth the time. Didn't feel emo or what throughout. No, I'm not hiding things or what. But yes, I seriously didn't quite feel anything. Good news? Maybe.

But yea. Got off the bus. And it came. Felt like singing Secondhand Serenade's Fall For You. Blasted the song. Sang it throughout the walk home. Hah. Some people heard. Can tell from the tone of this blog. I'm not really in my usual self. Yea. Didn't know why. But I just kp-ed my family for no reason when I reached home. I'm not in the mood for anything right now. Sorry for flaring up. But yea. Sorry.

" I may have failed, but I've loved you from the start. " - Secondhand Serenade ; Fall For You