Saturday, June 13, 2009 @ 7:15 PM
Study. Money.
Yea yea.

Not quite in a good mood now. Chinese teacher called my mum telling her I never hand in homework bla bla bla. Well, I don't really care bout that and I ain't pissed at that. What I'm pissed at is the constant nagging.

Cmon. I'm no longer a kid. I know what I want. No doubt. Studies is important. You study hard, study well. Grow up earn alot money. Good life. So? Would anyone define the meaning of "good life" to me? Big house? Sports cars? Sorry, I rather be poor than to lead a "good" yet meaningless life. What I want, is a happy life.

I live by my own principles. Life is short. You'll never know when it will end. I wanna live a life that I won't regret. You work so hard everyday and one day, you're about to die and then you realize that there're so many things you wanna do. You want to earn more money, you have to work harder than the others. Nth wrong with that. But so what if you earn that much money? You live like a robot everyday. Sleep. Work. Sleep again. And off to work you go next day in the morning. I don't want that kind of life.

Of course I know money won't drop from the sky. I know I may end up living like a robot too in the future. I want to change that. But this damn society probably won't allow you to do that. If possible, I would find a job that I like. I don't really care if I don't earn alot. That's the kind of person I am.

I hate to be bored. In fact. I am bored now. There's nth for me to do. No one to dota with. No anime to watch. Staring at the computer screen, rotting. There's no one to chat with. Or rather, I don't know who to chat with. I don't wanna burst my sms either. Ah fuck.

Buh bye