I think life is just bullshit, so is Humanity.

Lesson was boring. No more spliting of classes. Had O Level CL Oral after school. Was a bit nervous but compared to the others, I was like freaking calm. Anyways, it was quite okay. Didn't really screw up but I could have done better.

The passage was quite okay. Only a few words I not sure correct of not. It was on kopi diam. Then convo part was on 3rd language. I keep talking about Jap because I want to watch anime without subtitles. Maybe I can even sub them for yuan xuan. Hahs.

Stayed back after school to chat with some people. Saw something that I shouldn't see. Maybe I shouldn't think too deep sometimes. I'm knowing things that I should not know. Chatted about some things. I feel really helpless.

I used to think that my life really sucked. I'm like poorer than other people. I have a fucked up brother. My parents are unreasonable. Then I found out about some things and I realized, compared to them, I'm really fortunate and my life doens't suck that much.

It really kinda changed my thinking. I started to become happier with life and not complain over stupid things. And I'm not talking about extreme cases like beggars or what. They're just your everyday classmates.

I just wanna let you people know, while you guys are complaining about too much tuition. People are worrying for a place to live, for their survival, for their school fees. While you guys are complaining that your family sucks, others are... Ah forget it. Not as if anyone would think that way.

Jia yi once complained to me about his life and he totally got scolded by me. No doubt, every family and individual have their own problems. But compared to others, sometimes your problems ain't even worth mentioning.

Hahs. I don't feel like posting already. Lol.