Sunday, July 12, 2009 @ 10:17 AM
Lol.
Yesterday was quite an emo day huh?

Hahs. Ah well. I'm quite okay now though. Don't worry too much about me people. Seriously i'm over her. Trying hard to forget her now. Got emo cause some things happened recently which kinda trigger some thoughts.

Sometimes I wonder, was I blind when I had fallen for you? Yea, I seriously do think so. Some people told me that she's not worth it. Somehow I agree but I just can't get you out of my mind. It sucks. Really.

I realized I had to cheer up alot of people recently. All those emo kids. Apparently most are guys. New trend? I wonder. It used to be the opposite isn't it? Hahs. Life changes fast. So does Humans.

I've got many things to say but somehow my mind is in a blank. Lol. But yea, I really hate this word, Infatuation. Some people says that secondary school teens are too young for relationships, thus it will never last.

Bullshit. If I were to give a reason for that, I would say that its because, most ain't true love. Its just merely infatuation. The biggest problem? People can't tell the difference. Just because a girl or guy is close with you, is nice to you, you start to like he or she.

Stupid isn't it. Yea it is. But I would say most people are like that. Do you seriously think you can forget about someone in just a few months? Then that isn't true love. Liking someone and loving someone is two DIFFERENT stories. Very, very different.

The point is, just because you couldn't tell the difference, you could end up hurting another. The truth is, when I was trying to forget her, at some point of time, I felt like I've fallen in love with someone else. In fact, its more than one.

Seriously, I thought I like someone else and have forgotten about her. The truth is, that's only infatuation. Lucky for me, I was hurt in the exact same way before. Somehow, I asked myself is that was true love. Thought for a long time and the answer is, no.

I guess I shall stop here. No mood to post already.